Mm, been feeling upset recently. Not depressed that kind, but I don't seem to be able to feel happy Ever since my promos, I feel like I've gg-ed all subjects and I get this really uneasy feeling. I studied already.. I can say I've tried for GP Bio Math and Geog. As for chem.. that one I didn't study much 'cos there's not enough time left Maybe I didn't start early, so I was kinda rushing. ): I wonder what will happen if I couldn't make it.. I don't want to go poly after two years of JC, but what if I really got expelled. I would have to go poly anyway right I couldn't possibly just live with my O level cert and go find a job like that My o levels results aren't that great either. LOL ): I really don't know.. I don't dare to think about it, but I should prepare myself for the worst Even if, I heng heng got promoted, it just meant that after studying J1 topics for 2 years, I'm still weak at it, then how the heck am I suppose to manage J2 topics and do damn well?
That's the studies part, and I don't know if I would be looking forward to enjoying my post-examinations activities Then something happened on Fri, when I was walking around I don't know why I feel so upset, I just feel the need to end all this and move on. It just makes me sad.
Then.. I feel like I've got no friends. I have friends yes, but why do I feel that they aren't there for me.. My _მე და drifting გარდაიქნებიმიტომრომმისიდონეზე ამე არ მინდახელიშეუშალოს მისრადგანვიციცხოვრებაუნდა იყოს ძალიან hecticდა სტრესულ მისიმაგრამ ეს upsets ჩემთვის როცა ჩვენ საბოლოოდ 우리가마침내만나게되었을그녀가얘기를모든앙되었습니다그리고턱을번지는웨스तोमैंसिर्फएककोने मेंजाननेकेक्याकरनाहैनहीं थाचुपचाप बैठी है. मैं आमतौर पर जब मैं तुम तीनों के साथ रहा हूँ,लेकिनउसदिन मैं सिर्फ इतना अकेलाऔर भी Ja vaikkaSanoinhänelle minun Kampanjat alkavat 26.MMAMinulla on tässäpaperiettä paperijne. hän oli järkyttynyt tietää, ettäainokset onpäättynyt, koska hän ei muista minua kertoa hänellesiitä. アブ氏はあなたに何度も言わなぜ私は意味すと私はあなたの紙の起動時に記憶されエンドSau đó,칭 tôi dường như her smses lạ ..cô không có vẻ như mình Cô loại 'hahahah, nhưngngaycả Idon't cảmthấyrằngcôthực sự mỉm cườihoặccười. Chúng tôikhôngcảmthấygần gũi haiiwhatshappeningtomyworldsoscrewedup
Well, there's stomp it tomorrow. hope it would be fun!
sigh
Mm, been feeling upset recently. Not depressed that kind, but I don't seem to be able to feel happy Ever since my promos, I feel like I've gg-ed all subjects and I get this really uneasy feeling. I studied already.. I can say I've tried for GP Bio Math and Geog. As for chem.. that one I didn't study much 'cos there's not enough time left Maybe I didn't start early, so I was kinda rushing. ): I wonder what will happen if I couldn't make it.. I don't want to go poly after two years of JC, but what if I really got expelled. I would have to go poly anyway right I couldn't possibly just live with my O level cert and go find a job like that My o levels results aren't that great either. LOL ): I really don't know.. I don't dare to think about it, but I should prepare myself for the worst Even if, I heng heng got promoted, it just meant that after studying J1 topics for 2 years, I'm still weak at it, then how the heck am I suppose to manage J2 topics and do damn well?
That's the studies part, and I don't know if I would be looking forward to enjoying my post-examinations activities Then something happened on Fri, when I was walking around I don't know why I feel so upset, I just feel the need to end all this and move on. It just makes me sad.
Then.. I feel like I've got no friends. I have friends yes, but why do I feel that they aren't there for me.. My _მე და drifting გარდაიქნებიმიტომრომმისიდონეზე ამე არ მინდახელიშეუშალოს მისრადგანვიციცხოვრებაუნდა იყოს ძალიან hecticდა სტრესულ მისიმაგრამ ეს upsets ჩემთვის როცა ჩვენ საბოლოოდ 우리가마침내만나게되었을그녀가얘기를모든앙되었습니다그리고턱을번지는웨스तोमैंसिर्फएककोने मेंजाननेकेक्याकरनाहैनहीं थाचुपचाप बैठी है. मैं आमतौर पर जब मैं तुम तीनों के साथ रहा हूँ,लेकिनउसदिन मैं सिर्फ इतना अकेलाऔर भी Ja vaikkaSanoinhänelle minun Kampanjat alkavat 26.MMAMinulla on tässäpaperiettä paperijne. hän oli järkyttynyt tietää, ettäainokset onpäättynyt, koska hän ei muista minua kertoa hänellesiitä. アブ氏はあなたに何度も言わなぜ私は意味すと私はあなたの紙の起動時に記憶されエンドSau đó,칭 tôi dường như her smses lạ ..cô không có vẻ như mình Cô loại 'hahahah, nhưngngaycả Idon't cảmthấyrằngcôthực sự mỉm cườihoặccười. Chúng tôikhôngcảmthấygần gũi haiiwhatshappeningtomyworldsoscrewedup
Well, there's stomp it tomorrow. hope it would be fun!